Music's Role.

Music. What kind of role does music play in your life? I've been thinking about this question and I've been trying to steer my way around saying little to no role in my life. I really don't know how to answer it. To some people they can't last a day without listening to music. Music has saved their lives. Music is their therapy. Music helps them when no one does. Or to some it's a way of life. Their music helps them express themselves. They can even get a career from playing music. How I see it is if you happen to play an instrument you'll be able to connect or appreciate music more than some one who doesn't. So what's my relationship with music? I don't even know.Its amazing how music can make people feel sometimes but lately it hsnt been making me feel anyrhing. I mean I used to listen to a lot of music but ever since my sister got a new phone and used my Spotify account I haven't been able to listen to it a lot. Why? Because most of my music that I listened to was on that account. I use Pandora but it isn't the same. Pandora never plays what I want. Or sometimes it does but rarely. Or maybe I'm just tired of listening of the same old bands. My musical variety is very short. I could even list all the bands I listen to Depeche Mode, Type O Negative, The Cure,Rammstein The Police,Joy Division,  Siouxsie and the Banshees,  The Smiths, Garbage, Rob Zombie, Marilyn Manson, System of a Down,  Iggy Pop, David Bowie, Apocalyptica,  Sonic Youth, Yeah that's basically it there are other bands which I only like one of their songs but I'm not gonna list those. And even in my list there are some bands which I've only listened to like 3 songs. But the bands which I listen to a lot Depeche Mode and Type O Negstive, lately haven't been appealing to me. What does this mean? Does this mean I'm a poser? Does this mean I'm getting tired of them? I mean do you ever have those days where you just don't want to listen to music. I guess this means I have nothing in my life that I enjoy doing. Maybe I need new bands to listen to but you see I can't say I like a certain type of music because well I just happen to hear a song and if I like it I'll check it out along with the band. Like for example I cant really say I like New Wave or Industrial. I like Rob Zombie but once I try to listen to Nine Inch Nails or KDFM I just dont like these bands. Same thing goes with Depeche Mode I like them but I dont like Orchestral Manouvere or whatever band the internet reccomends for me. 8f I like a band I like them. Well sorry for the long post I just wanted to write about my feelings. I'm sorry if I bored you but I just really felt like writing about this.

Because Laughing is good for you! *Warning* Might hurt other peoples feelings, and possibly allow others to question your mental state

"Laugh till your hearts content!" Said no one ever, except for me of course....to myself. There is a time for everything. A time to smile, to cry, to live, to die.....to laugh...haha.  Of course when I laugh its probably not the most appropriate time. Once I laughed because I thought this kids face was funny, no not funny as in ugly...just the kind of face that is so serious you cant take it seriously! Everytime we passed eachcother I would find myself cracking up, you'd think I was on drugs. Yup the kid always asked me why I was laughing, one day he gave up and decided to avoid me. He thought I was a bit retarded, weird, so I ended up writing an apology note wanna know what it said? It said "I wasn't laughing at you, sorry if you think I was" (and it said alot of other excuses) You want to know his reaction---> he laughed at it.  Wanna know why because we all know my apology note, that's a damn lie. Well that apology note was useless because its pretty obvious i'm laughing at the kid. Well that was a good laugh.....okay his face was funny LOL thats why I was laughing. When I think of this, or when I put it this way.. I think wow I seem like one of those mean, inconsiderate, conceited people who make fun of ugly people. But the truth is I wasn't laughing because of that. To this day I don't know what I found so funny but apparently I found it hilarious. Anyway I heard laughing is good for you so "Laugh till your hearts content!" but always remember if you are going to hurt someones feelings prepare to write them a shit load of apology letters or better yet hide in the bathroom and let it all out.......your laughter of course, or your shit..whatever the case may be ;D

One Big Change

So this summer we haven't written at all. I guess that's both of our faults. Eh Now since our senior year is coming up feel free to write what ever you want. And when I say whatever I mean WHATEVER. Like you can write a story, a play, a poem, song lyrics, or you can even just write a rant about something. Or even your thoughts on a certain topic. Or you can just write your feelings. Or write about your day.  Or you may even post something that makes you smile like a song of the day.Or hey you can even post a question and either of us can post a response in the comments. Or we could even post challenges.  From this point on this is just a free space to post anything you want.
You get the point. There are no limitations except for what your heart tells you to write.  But yeah. Feel free to write whenever and whatever. :)